I've just heard a favourite song,
And I get the essence of the song.
Though the situation is not the same,
The feeling is the same.
I feel like a kite,
Tied to a string.
Occasionally tugged closer,
But sometimes let to fly further.
Right now I don't feel like me,
Or maybe I'm just not me anymore,
I feel I've changed,
I wonder if I can go back,
To the me I was before.
This feeling I have is frustrating me.
It keeps me at a lost.
Especially when there isn't
A solution to the problem.
I've always been a person dominated by emotion.
But is also given a clear head.
So internal conflicts always happen to me.
But what I feel is always stronger.
How is it that while loving a person,
There are moments when you wished
You hated them instead.
I think 1 thing in life,
Shouldn't exist - Expectation.
I'm a loser to expectations.
It's something I haven't learned to control,
And always brings me detriment.
Maybe if you were me for a day,
You would then understand,
What i really feel inside.
Then maybe you would finally,
Be able to hear the things my heart says.
Maybe it would enable you,
To change your outlook and ways.
Or maybe I'm just thinking
And asking too much.
I am a cry baby,
But what can I do?
If it feels like this now,
The I can't imagine then.
Maybe I should just hit my books.
And take my mind off thinking.
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